:: Am i or am i not? ::
Saturday, October 20th, 2007I have been facing some health complications lately….initially i was a bit concerned…which lead me to make an appointment with a specialist.
As the days nearing to the date of my appointment, i was on an emotional roller coaster…and kesian my VB for having to deal with my unwarranted behaviour hihi….I’m just glad that he was such a doll during those times of madness haha….although there were times i just felt like kicking his ass … oopppsss….
From being concerned…i was getting more like, paranoid over something that i was not even sure of…
Then, the day finally arrived to meet the specialist….
I was practically terrified of just the mere thought of what maybe be happening to me….
To cut the story short….
I dragged VB along with me to the clinic which is located in Old Town….
After getting myself registered at the counter….i waited anxiously, with VB sitting beside me for my name to be called out to enter the doctor’s room…
Five minutes passed…then ten minutes….Finally, "G*** K****C****"
I was greeted with a rather warm-motherly smile from Dr.Katherine…which thankfully made me feel more relaxed…
Then as soon as i sat down…the consultation began….
I started with explaining to her what was happening, history of illnesses and am sure you guys know the drill…
Anyways, she instructed to pass urine in a sample case for testing….i did…
Waited again….
Few minutes later was called in again…
Immediately after entering the room, i was asked to strip (in a way la hihi) and lie flat back on "the table"…Let’s just say that i was damn glad that she was a "SHE" haha….
Soon after lying down, she started performing series of check-ups on me….i kinda felt violated but i told myself this is routine and nothing to be ashamed of….
Fortunately, she started small-talking with me…at least it helped to get my mind off the uneasiness of being poked, grabbed, and groped by a total stranger and under full light hahaha….
Then, the nurse came in brought the results of my urine test…
What the good doctor had to say to me next was….ermmm…for me….TOTALLY UNEXPECTED….totally contradicted with what i had in mind….
Strangely, i felt sooo relieved and also ECSTATICALLY happy but at the same time, it was kinda scary thinking of the repercussions that may ensued…uhu
Well, although her sentence started with the word MAYBE but at least it gave me a light of hope again…a hope that i thought has gone forever…(dramatic sungguh hehehe..)
Nevertheless, it was still a maybe…couldn’t really confirm yet since i was still b******g. So, she asked me come back in another 2 weeks time until everything has cleared up. At the meantime, i was given loads of vitamins and folic acid tablets…the amount of tablets prescribed to me that day was nothing like i’ve ever been prescribed before in my whole life hahaha….macam mau kasi makan satu kampung…..
Anyways, all is good for now…..no expectations but someone’s getting jittery hahaha….
Ladeedaaa~~~
Till then………